When i was out there to travel, to explore the world, to be somewhere i never been. I never scare, i never afraid of if i lost the way. I feel like i find myself Somewhere Out There. But now, when my life is started to the new chapter of life. While everyone around me keep telling me “Its the Good Way for me to Start my Life, Keep trying, take this path as a big part of the Growing Up journey of my life and so on” Why i feel so Lost and couldnt gather myself together? Why i feel opposite of everyone around me? Why i feel like i dont know what im doing? The Question ” What am I doing here!?” Always come into my mind. And the more i try to focus on stuff im doing, the more i make it bad and worse. I feel so lost in this Path of Life. Totally Lost. And not sure when and how can i find the way out of this!
I’ve been watching Gay (Lesbian) couple channels in Youtube…manytimes and could not stop watching them….What is wrong with me!? Does it sound like i’m being like them!? (Doesn’t mean like i’m being insult to Gays, Lesbians, Bisexual couples or anything) but honestly, i found that these couples i’ve watched their videos are so cute. They are so cute when they are together….I’m being weird, aren’t i!? WEIRD!!how weird i am…??